When I was pregnant with my twin girls, I would spend hours practicing their names – first in printed letters, then in the graceful curves of cursive. Seeing their names on paper was like pure serotonin to my brain. It was a tangible way to connect with the two little souls who were about to redefine my world.
I was just 18, but I was ready. I was ready to be their mom, ready to love them fiercely, and ready to do everything in my power to give them the best start in life. I took my vitamins religiously, maintained a healthy routine, and cared for my body because I was carrying not just one but two pieces of my soul.
Pregnancy wasn’t easy, but it was beautiful. My petite frame and the tiny size of my babies meant my pregnancy was classified as “high-risk.” I craved cinnamon toast and mashed potatoes like they were the only foods in the world. When my doctor ordered bed rest for the last few months, I didn’t let it discourage me. I poured my energy into prayer, leaning on my faith and trusting God’s plan for me and my babies.
Then came the day that everything changed.
An Early Arrival
I was eight weeks from my due date when I went in for what I thought was a routine checkup. But the doctor’s words startled me: I was in active labor. I didn’t feel any pain or have any clue it was happening.
The next hours were a blur. I was rushed by ambulance to a specialized hospital equipped to handle premature births and NICU care. Within days, they made their debut.
Kay weighed a fragile almost 2.5 pounds. And Sister, older by three minutes, was even smaller – just shy of 2 pounds. I’ll never forget those first few weeks. They were tiny warriors, beating the odds in the NICU. I traveled back and forth as much as I could after my discharge, even though the hospital was three hours away.
Finally, after six weeks of prayers, sleepless nights, and victories measured in ounces, my girls were strong enough to come home.
A Beautiful Life
Bringing my girls home was the start of something extraordinary. Adjusting to life with premature twins wasn’t without its challenges, but their presence made it all worthwhile. Every coo, every milestone, every moment was infused with a sense of gratitude I can’t put into words.
My love for them wasn’t just maternal – it was transformative. They were my heart walking outside of my body, times two.
A few years later, our family grew even brighter with the arrival of an adorable baby brother, MJ. This sweet little guy instantly stole our hearts and became the perfect piece that completed our family.
Becoming the mother of a boy was again stepping into an entirely new chapter filled with an appetite for adventure, boundless energy, and endless surprises. There’s something uniquely special about watching your son grow into his personality – from the way he thinks, to the way he expresses his emotions, to the way he sees the world with curiosity, courage, and mischief in his eyes.
Motherhood is an experience that isn’t perfect, but one that is profoundly beautiful.
From scraped knees to painting nails, from football to dance recitals, raising kids will terrify you at times, tug at your mama-heart, and show you the true meaning of unconditional love.
Even in the toughest moments, I wouldn’t trade being their mom for anything in the world.

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